First Vision

(album: Excommunication - 2016)

I see it
I see it
I see it
I see it in front of me
I see it
I see it
I see it
This is my first vision

I just tried to pay for a round of drinks on my hotel key
I've been depressed lately but I say that I'm happy
I swear to God I think that death is following me
On my third glass of Malbec
He hasn't texted me back

I fell in love with him but he's a married man
Still got these feelings I don't think he'll understand
I feel the blush in my brain when I touch his hand
We could talk for hours
Yeah, we'd talk for hours

I see it
I see it
I see it
I see it in front of me
I see it
I see it
I see it
This is my first vision

My brother started saying things behind my back
Nobody wants to talk about the elephant
We'll just ignore the problems 'til we all forget
Something's in the distance
Something
Something

My further light and knowledge gave me second sight
I think I lost the spirit maybe it's a sign
Let's say I gave up God and Jesus [?]
What do I believe in and what do I believe?

I see it
I see it
I see it
I see it in front of me
I see it
I see it
I see it
This is my first vision

I used feel it and now I don't feel it at all
I'm painting over all the paintings on my wall
My tears are dry and finally I feel ten feet tall
Darkness, get behind me
Darkness
Darkness

I see it
I see it
I see it
I see it in front of me
I see it
I see it
I see it
This is my first vision

This is my first vision