Fear

I'm afraid of flying
Cuz I'm afraid of dying
Without getting to tell you goodbye
And I can take a xanax
To try and manage the panic
But I'd probably end up wondering why
I'm afraid of waking up
To someone breaking in
And taking every little thing that I love
Now the monsters from my bed
And the monsters in my head
Are friends, I guess it's just part of growing up

Don't waste your time
Telling me it's gonna be fine
Cuz even if you're right
I still have one thing on my mind

I'll always be afraid of losing you, I will
I'll always be afraid of losing you, I will
I don't wanna have to figure out
How I'm gonna learn to live without
There's nothing in the world that I can't do
I'll always be afraid of losing you

I hate to admit it, I'd avoid it if I could
But if I could die before you then you best believe I would
And I know it sounds dramatic and you might not understand it
But I don't think that I can stand the pain
Didn't answer when I called you, then I thought what if I lost you
And that feeling never really went away

I'll always be afraid of losing you, I will
I'll always be afraid of losing you, I will
I don't wanna have to figure out
How I'm gonna learn to live without
There's nothing in the world that I can't do
I'll always be afraid of losing you

Do do do do do do do
I'll always be afraid of losing you
Do do do do do do do

I don't have to try hide the fear
When you and I are quiet lying here
There's nothing in the world that I can't do
I'll always be afraid of losing you