Here Without You (Demo) (Deluxe Edition Bonus Track)

(album: Particles - 2021)

It's good to see you smile
It's been a while
You look the same
Still look the same
Yeah I'm getting by
Still getting high
Nothing has changed
But so much has changed

I wish it was easier hearing you're doing okay
But the truth is I messed up the minute that I walked away

I've been tearing myself apart here without you
I've been drinking through half the bar here without you
It's hard to pretend
And act like old friends
When we should have been so much more
I don't even know where to start here without you

Here without you

Same old leather jacket
Same nervous habit
Hands in your hair
Still laugh when you're scared
I know it isn't fair to
Say I missed you
And why should you care
When I wasn't there

I can't get the smell of your cigarettes out of my clothes
And I still see your face in the crowd wherever I go

I've been tearing myself apart here without you
I've been drinking through half the bar here without you
It's hard to pretend
And act like old friends
When we should have been so much more
I don't even know where to start here without you

Ooh, I'm just gonna say it now
Ooh, I know that you might walk out
But I don't wanna leave here without
Here without you

I've been tearing myself apart here without you
I've been drinking through half the bar here without you
It's hard to pretend
And act like old friends
When we still could be so much more
I don't even know where to start here without you

Here without you
Here without you
Here without you