it lives where i live

(album: if we're being honest - 2023)

And we live just to die so I pray I'm alright when I do, I'm
Shooting stars at the sky, not a crow left in my point of view, oh
In the midst of a fight, throwing jabs 'til I knock out a tooth
If he pulls out a knife and gets rid of my life
Will the righteous ignite me with truth?
'Cause I will hide somewhere behind the dark that casts into
A room that thrives with blinding lights unwinding onto you
If only for a second I'm infected by the hue
Please, just promise me your honesty 'cause honestly I hate all that I do

(Da, da-da, da-da, da-da, da-da, da-da, da-da)
I hate all that I do, ayy (Da, da-da, da-da, da-da, da-da, da-da)

And it lives deep inside building homes in the holes of my heart, I've
Set my size to the light, but I've been paranoid from the start, oh
Red dot beating on my forehead, deep red, this will be a night you won't forget
Cold sweat dreams terrorizing my cortex
Woke up drowning outside on my porch steps
The water has been rising for years hypnotizing my peers into thinking they know me
But I live in fear that they don't quite appear to the lightness instilled in the old me
I swallow my tears when they [?] for years with the hope that a god'll consuade me
Replenish these [?] my body [?], make sure nobody's near even slightly (Slightly)

(Da, da-da, da-da, da-da, da-da, da-da, da-da)
Nobody's near even slightly, yeah, ayy
(Da, da-da, da-da, da-da, da-da, da-da)
Nobody's near even slightly

Blue waves flash in the distance
Red lights, stop, I don't listen
Projectiles from my piston
Couldn't do it by myself, need assistance
Pain might repaint it on the concrete
Think of this [?] as it doubt me
Red dot beating on my forehead
This will be a night you won't forget