nevermind

(album: lacuna - 2017)

[hammy:]
Notmorgn
Cracks in my heart
Used to be bright, now it's dark
Didn't have any cracks at the start
Now I turn all my pain into art
All my pain into

Cracks in my heart, cracking and tearing apart
The feelin of warmth in your arms
3 AM dreaming of stars, they doubt I'll go far
They hate but they fake who they are
They think they hard, they think they this and they that
They pull up, I know its an act
Why they all talking like that? I think it's wack
Some nights I still want her back
Some nights I toss and I turn, dreaming of her
Wake up in the morning I'm hurt
Fuck what they saying, fuck what they heard
They can all go and eat dirt
Making me question my worth
Why am I here on this earth? Am I just wasting my time?
Should I just quit with the rhymes? Say fuck it and leave it behind
Wait, nevermind
Wait, nevermind
Kill me to leave it behind, think of you all of the time
Can't get you out of my mind, look in your eyes and I die every time
I'm losing the battle inside, sit in the corner and cry
Still feel the pain from your lies, so I'ma smoke 'till I'm high
Blowing out dope 'till I die

[guardin:]
Fuck today and fuck tomorrow
I'm just living in this perpetual sorrow
Rainy days inside my brain are all I know
I can never let it go, fuck it up just like a pro
Propaganda panorama all these people I don't trust
Got my eyes inside the pinnacle, the cynical's disgust
On the surface, I'ma surpass swallowing up all the dust
But beneath the flesh, I'm focused and I'm praying I don't combust
Hypothetically a nuisance with the noose inside my clutch
I've been standing on the edge so long, afraid of giving up
Feeling useless as the clues I'm swallowing inside my cup
Tripping over all these corners, short of breath I'm throwing up
Yeah, I've been trying my best
Waking up like every morning with a gun to my chest
I'm growing tired, I ain't getting any rest, yeah
I guess I'm, just stressed