Fireworks

(album: ATARAXY II - 2021)

We could become fireworks and burn out in the sky
Lost stability in August but we're almost to July
Spread the message out to everyone, it's worth another try
I'll convince both you and I that I am fine
I am fine, I am fine

This is the song that you play when you feeling the worst
This is the one that you crank until both of your speakers don't work
This is the song that you play when you're down in the dirt
This is the one that you hate 'cause you know you relate and you know that it hurts
This is the song that you play on a rainy day
Everything's shit
Hand me the bottle and I'll take the pain away
Yeah
Vices in ice and I sip 'till it fade away
Life is a blur and I think I might hurl if it comes back up straight away
I just always feel alone in all of this
Maybe I could talk about it, write some shit
'Cause everybody going through the motions with
Their lives and in an instant we could not exist
So why the fuck am I so silent, hiding this?
My suicidal tendencies of violence
Against myself are scaring me and I'll be missed
If I decide to take a leap in my abyss

We could become fireworks and burn out in the sky
Lost stability in August but we're almost to July
Spread the message out to everyone, it's worth another try
I'll convince both you and I that I am fine
I am fine, I am fine