all alone

Whiskey pour another cup
Nothing like the feeling of getting so fucked up
Off the last lost breath of a lover that you once
Had but she ran with a man much better than yourself
I think I need help
I think I can touch the sky & grip Orion's Belt
Taking off my vans full of sand and some shells
Heaven ain't the place for me but I can hear the bells

They say that an angel is self defined
So when I describe
The girl that lost her mind
The sky will probably cry
But the rain won't mind
If you cry too
Feel alive when the sky makes the clouds move
Raindrops fall but I fall harder
Light reflects off the water in the harbor
I don't care to compare what I'm told
To what I believe cause I'm still all alone

I've been tryna get back home
But I don't know which road
To take before I can awake from this nightmare
I'm cold
All alone
Got the wind straight blowing in my face I can feel it in my bones
If I smoke
Will the clouds lift my body from this place cause I don't feel at home?

Raindrops fall but I fall harder
Light reflects off the water in the harbor
I don't care to compare what I'm told
To what I believe cause I'm still all alone

What's a home without a lover?
What's a road without another?
How did we destroy each other?
How did we destroy each other?