full throttle

What's it like to be me?
Think I finally got the answer if you wanted to see
Take a look in my mirror cause it's shitting on me
Like a pigeon to a branch when I be up in the trees
Pick me up with the breeze
Take me far away from here cause I don't like what I see
Constantly contemplating if I really believe
All the feelings that I'm feeling lately, life is a dream
But not a good one
Really it's a nightmare
We could hit the park but I don't really wanna bike there
Heard you like my music but the way you treat me's not fair
I address the issue you sell my address for flight fare
And I'm scared
But justifying that is hard and I swear
My focus isn't on it, but I caught it in my sights there
20/20 vision 2020's been a nightmare
We coming full circle ain't nobody fuck with my square

Swallow
All of that Moscato
You said you wanna get fucked up
So tip back the whole bottle
I feel fucking ugly
All my friends looking like models
The internet got my perception skewed full throttle
Swallow
All of that Moscato
You said you wanna get fucked up
So tip back the whole bottle
I feel fucking ugly
All my friends looking like models
The internet got my perception skewed full throttle

I locked myself inside my basement
Smoked till I got faded
Must get back to basics
Take a shot of bourbon
Give yourself a fucking facelift
I'll work on the album all damn night until I make it
And you can probably hear the frogs
In the background of this song
While they're swimming in the pond
Cause I just moved out of my moms
I got everything I want
I ain't even gotta flaunt
Cause it's weird shit
Like couches from the '80s
Lights that star the ceiling and make it look kinda spacey
Books about the cure or poetry from Ali Malee
And some charcoal colored towels in my bathroom for my baby
Yeah, it's crazy
The life that music made me
My problems still exist, but I got space to calm the shaking
Anxiety don't own me anymore, ain't that amazing
The focus is the future and the mornings I'll be waking

Ayy, ayy, ayy, I said G-u-a-r-d-i-n
Guardin's how you say it and I'll say it again
Like G-u-a-r, ayy, ayy
G-u-a-r-d-i-n
Guardin's how you say it and I'll say it again, ayy