side note

(album: post death - 2017)

Notmorgn

[Guccihighwaters:]
Side note, P.S., I'm not sober
It's not a part of my big plan to be older
She wanna know my secrets
Bullet with your name on it, let me be the reason
Let my brain explode
Watch them fly, let the memories unfold
You better bury me with gold
'Cause if not, I'ma rot all alone

Rot all alone, I stay locked in my home
I only see the fucking light when my friends are getting stoned
I don't smoke that shit, my brain too fucked up
If I could I would, I always seem to have the worst luck
Anxiety embedded in my bones
When I turned 10, man I always felt alone
9 years later you know I'm still floating
Above the rough ocean, treading in emotions
Sipping on the potion, I plan to turn my ghost in
I will fade away, no one ever fucking knows me

[9TAILS:]
Side note, P.S., I would go back
To the scenes, I keep seeing in my flashbacks
On the nights when I dream, it never makes sense
Cross the line and hurry back like I'm defense
Breathe swallow air then I dive in the deep end
Calmer underwater, love when everything is silent
Seeing faces even when I'm not dreaming
Tell me are they real, I really hope that you can see them

Side note, P.S., I'm not sober
It's not a part of my big plan to be older
She wanna know my secrets
Bullet with your name on it, let me be the reason
Let my brain explode
Watch them fly, let the memories unfold
You better bury me with gold
'Cause if not, I'ma rot all alone