I Can't Stand Myself

(album: Lost And Losing It - 2017)

I see you in my dreams
You love me so obscene
But you're way too good for me
That's why we couldn't be

Life can be so cruel
I'm just another fool
For thinking I could keep a love that once was deep
But now you're with that guy
The douche bag and his son

The feeling you can fly and you're having so much fun
The way you used to feel was it ever real
When you split your family
Your actions helped me see

ThatI can't stand myself
I'm sorry I put you on a shelf
I can't stand you with anyone else
I can't stand myself

I don't mean to throw a stone
But can you be alone
And I will make a bet
Your always someone's pet

You think that you're so strong
I wouldn't say you're wrong
But emotions run your life
Until your someone's wife

Sweetheart don't you know I'd never let you go
I know that you don't care you make an ugly pair
With that dough boy that pretends
And all your happy friends
You'll enjoy the place you're at till
You're unhappy once again

And I can't stand myself
I'm sorry I put you on a shelf
I can't stand you with anyone else
I can't stand myself
I just can't stand myself
And I can't stand myself

See I couldn't see
What was wrong with me
We saw things differently
The way it had to be

I made you feel so small
So I could have it all
The hurt it crushed your heart
And tore our love apart
But did you really think that I would never change

I just had to sink and start to rearrange
If you could only take me back
And give me one more dance
Our love would never lack
But you're not taking the chance

And I can't stand myself
I'm sorry I put you on a shelf
I can't stand you with anyone else
I can't stand myself

I can't stand myself
I'm sorry I put you on a shelf
I can't stand you with anyone else
I can't stand myself
I just can't stand myself
And I can't stand myself