Diary

(album: Pinocchio Pariah - 2020)

It's Monday morning, I'm fine
I see the suns gonna shine
Thoughts of love in my head
I think I'll get out of bed
I'm gonna conquer the world
But I'll make it my friend
The universe is my guide
And I'm just gonna glide all day
Loving my life this way

Tuesday came way too soon
I'll wake in the afternoon
I wonder why do I try
Life is passing me by
Do I have any friends
Am I alone in the end?
Always alone in the end
It's probably better 'cause I'm way out there
Know I'm lying when I say "I don't care"

So I'll hide away
Cause everyone's obliged to say
Everything that's on their minds
Even when it's so unkind and mean
Doesn't matter when you're a freak
You're just another aspie schmuck
Pretending you don't give a fuck

You gotta just suck it
Suck it, suck it, suck it up
And swallow, you're hollow
The poison you wallow in
And hiding your issues and doubt
So cut it out
Of everything that's good in your life

Oh, Wednesday be my friend, please
I'm stuck here down on my knees
Oh father make me a man
That's what I'm praying to Jesus
Cause I don't have any sin
What was I saying again?
What's this song all about
It doesn't matter cause it's over soon
I'll go to bed, and wake up at noon

What day is it anyway?
Why don't the good feelings stay?
Is my diet a joke?
Should I work out or toke?
I think I need to create
The only way I relate
In a world full of hate
It's gonna bring me down
I can't decide
This shit is all in my mind

So I'll hide away
Cause everyone's obliged to say
Everything that's on their minds
Even when it's so unkind and mean
Doesn't matter when you're a freak
You're just another aspie schmuck
Pretending you don't give a fuck

You gotta just suck it
Suck it, suck it, suck it up
And swallow, you're hollow
The poison you wallow in
And hiding your issues and doubt
So cut it out
Of everything that's good in your life

Hey man

Sup?

Can we not talk about Friday?

Ok. Why not?

'Cause the weekends here
You deserve a beer
The weekends here
Shed off all your hair
The weekends here
Start over again
The weekends here
Will this ever fucking end?

So I'll hide away
Cause everyone's obliged to say
Everything that's on their minds
Even when it's so unkind and mean
Doesn't matter when you're a freak
You're just another aspie schmuck
Pretending you don't give a fuck

You gotta just suck it
Suck it, suck it, suck it up
And swallow, you're hollow
The poison you wallow in
And hiding your issues and doubt
So cut it out
Of everything that's good in your life

Sunshine, rainbows, clouds and luster
Make it count
Go sharpen your knife!