Heavy

(album: Violence In A Quiet Mind - 2020)

I took my life in the palm of my hands
I apologize for all that I am
Was it happenstance or holy war
That lead me to you and away from her

Heavy as a heartbreak
Heavy as a broken home
If you ever loved me
How come you never said so?

I was never sure, of course I never asked
I never had the heart for living in the past
If it ever comes and I hope it never does
Just know that you're the one I'm watching from above

Heavy as a heartbreak
Heavy as a broken home
If you ever loved me
How come you never said so?

Heavy as a heartbreak
Heavy as a broken home
If you ever loved me
How come you never said so?

Take a sigh, take a breath in
Keep 'em close, keep 'em guessing
People lie, learn a lesson
Count your friends and your blessings

Take a sigh, take a breath in
Keep 'em close, keep 'em guessing
People lie, learn a lesson
Count your friends and your blessings

Heavy as a heartbreak
Heavy as a broken home
If you ever loved me
How come you never said so?

Heavy as a heartbreak
Heavy as a broken home
If you ever loved me
How come you never said so?

I still think of you when I hear your name
There's a part of me that still wants to pray
For plans forgot, for sins that forgave
Maybe most of all for the price we paid