Never Stop Fighting

Heavenly father, forgive me
For I have sinned
I have sinned against you, I have sinned against humanity
I have sinned against my family and I have sinned against myself

(Ey)
God don't make ugly (ey-ey-ey-ey)
And it's ugly out here (ey-ey-ey-ey)
Check, check (uh, uh)

When I get to tripping in the holler and it's gray, man
That's the diction intention, my inner demons
That's not me, hey-ey
It's not me, hey-ey-ey-ey

Life has been a battlefield, people left laying there
I was just surprised to see nobody every plays it fair
I got all these people who look at me like a role model
I feel like a hypocrite trapped in a pill bottle
I helped a lot of people who just up and turned against me
Please don't cry when they find me like Pepsi
When I'm resting in peace I'ma rest but until then
Motivated by thoughts of feeding these children

When I get to tripping in the holler and it's gray, man
That's the diction intention, my inner demons
That's not me, hey-ey
It's not me, hey-ey-ey-ey

Sometimes I wonder who is winning I can feel the devil on my shoulder
And the angels trying to keep up as my faith become closer
The inside workings on my mind can't be labeled, not defined
I'm just trying to push on because you can't rewind time

So many moments that been lost and that's the things I can't get back
The whole world's waiting on Jit, I'm just trying to save Zack
I got too many babies at the crib plus my old lady need me
But for some reason fam, I just can't shake these damn demons
But I know I can't quit no matter how hard it gets
I gotta wake up in the morning and go and get it in
See, failure's on a option so all I know is win
Just for the ones that is better in the pen

When I get to tripping in the holler and it's gray, man
That's the diction intention, my inner demons
That's not me
It's not me

When I get to tripping in the holler and it's gray, man
That's the diction intention, my inner demons
That's not me, hey-ey
It's not me, hey-ey-ey-ey