Fear

(album: October Skies - 2015)

I can't even find a place to start
I'll be watching you [?] my head and hard
Till it [?] seems, I'll never know
How do you get it from the no-time-low

Forget the past, really I don't know today
I could be your tour, god
I think you should go away
Don't know where you need to be
I don't know what you see in me
But I think that it's ludachris
Ludacris that's ETP
Your fraction of your friction is feeding into addiction
Put me in my intuition, doesn't suffer from de-fission
My decision of revision has risen into a vision
Perceive like a position and thinking that a collision
Well it's eminent
Go and circle up in this bitch
You would think that eminent
And I think fault ending it, pretending it
Really doesn't get to me, while lover, dresser, writer wait
And every single second, every moment, every night and day
That I try to convince you
Just to leave, but I think it's so simple
That we
Got to this crossroad, but I need to decide
Cause the pressures us to build
And you're way harder to hide and.. yeah

Praying won't do it
Hating won't do it
Drinking won't do it
Fighting won't knock it out
Of my head

Hiding won't hide it
Smiling won't hide it
Look I ain't tried it
Everyone's tried it out
It feels so hell

You're the reason that I'm here
You're the reason that I'm gone
You're the reason that I'm right
You're the reason that I'm wrong
You're the reason that I love her
You're the reason that I hate her
You're the reason that I fuck her
You're the reason that I date her
You were everything I want
You were nothing that I need
You just won't fall back
You were nothing guaranteed
You're the reason with no purpose, shit
It's still below the surface, shit
They come and I emerged, shit
Yeah they change when after work is you
Essentially question me, testing me
Like you know what's best for me
My destiny, necessity, really not for the rest to see
And if you think it is
Well I think they get mistaken
You tryna backtrack on every step that I making
But if I said it I meant it, yeah
I won't let you take intro, Kendrick, yeah
And every time that I find this (boap[?]) arguing
I just wanna go and run away, I'm about to 'are you ing, because

Praying won't do it
Hating won't do it
Drinking won't do it
Fighting won't knock it out
Of my head

Hiding won't hide it
Smiling won't hide it
Look I ain't tried it
Everyone's tried it out
It feels so hell

So when you gonna let me
When you gonna let me out, out
[4x]

And if you know (if you know)
How do you get it from an all-time low (time low)
All the [?] seems like pieces
The only thing I'll never know
How do you get out, get out
[2x]

Cause telling won't do it
Fire won't do it
You know you won't do it
Crying won't doubt it out

You know what was that (what was that)
You know when I think you're gone

[fading away]
When I'm standing on the other line
(Mention[?]) another station
'Fore I let the world go butcher reputation
If you call me out girl
With the revelation
I was shot...