Against Me

(album: I Used To Know Her: The Prelude - 2018)

Ay
Yeah, yeah, ay, huh
Na, na
Da da, da da, oh yeah, uh

I should've listen to my intuition
I've put myself in this position
It's all my fault, look in the mirror think what am I missin'?
Seeing thing different, oh am I lost?
Feeling a way, nothing's the same
I wish you would change, oh I'm lost
Numbing the pain, don't make it okay
Nothing to say but

You brought all the issues (issues)
And I would stay with you
Don't hold it against me ('gainst me)
Against me ('gainst me)
Hold it against me, against me (yeah)

And I don't trust you lately
And if that makes me crazy
Can't hold it against me ('gainst me)
Against me ('gainst me)
Hold it against me, yeah

Feel like I'm drifting
Know he notice the distance and love ain't been blocking my vision
But that ain't my fault (my fault)
That he was the difference, you let him get in that position
I'm too comfortable now
Ain't feeling a way, nothing's the same
I think every day that we're lost, yeah
Ain't love ain't enough but it's holding me up
Love ain't enough 'cause

You brought all the issues (yeah)
And I would stay with you (stay with you)
Don't hold it against me ('gainst me)
Against me ('gainst me)
Hold it against me, against me

And I don't trust you lately (say I don't trust me)
And if that makes me crazy (crazy, makes me)
Can't hold it against me ('gainst me)
Against me (yeah, yeah)
Hold it against me ('gainst me), yeah
('gainst me)
Yeah, yeah, ay
Yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah
Oh, oh, yeah
('gainst me)

To my women with the utmost respect, intellect
We often forget and neglect intuition can see through illusive intent, listen to it
Just listen, just listen, oh
I found myself searching for a way to prevent, the detriment
And giving the impression that if you express to him what a woman need, his comprehension is definite
But there's a difference between understanding and honoring your word
And I'm articulate, he's a good listener but I'm hesitant 'cause he's gonna fuck up anyways (anyways, anyways, anyways)
Baby just listen, listen, listen, oh, woah
And the corners of a man's mind is a place where vulnerability hide
And intimacy is not the act of physical intertwined but it's the isolation of two minds
That's why he keeps his heart and his head separate
There's only one he can connect with
The multiple names on a checklist, only calls when he's desperate
I guess, it's too much pressure to be respectful and honest
It's too stressful to be keeping promises and I'm impatient
I'm too high maintenance, way too many expectations when, we're just dating
But I'm special, right?
Deny, deny, deny
All you do is lie, word is bond right?
But now we meet because I don't know what it's like
I'll never understand the needs of a man or how to nurture
And what she doesn't know can't hurt her
But nah it's deep and you know it
I told you exactly what I wanted
And that love is exhausting but I'm not tired of you yet
Oh, no, woah oh, no
To my women with the utmost respect, intellect
We often forget and neglect intuition can see through illusive intent, listen to it