Fighting With Me

(album: Jacob - 2022)

There's too many ghosts hiding in my closet
Can't even shut the door if I'm being honest
Every one of my friends has told me
It's been way too long since they've seen the old me
Oh I keep jumping back in the fire
And you're the one holding the lighter

I'm tired of
Fighting for how you to see me
Fighting for what I thought I needed
Fighting for your attention
Fighting, learning my lessons
In a storyline
That was never mine to begin with
If I admit it
I might quit it
Then I'd be done
Fighting with me

Staring at the stars in my apartment ceiling
Feeling stuck, stuck again
If you moved on and someone moved in
And I go spinning a story
That's probably not really happening

I'm tired of
Fighting for how you to see me
Fighting for what I thought I needed
Fighting for your attention
Fighting, learning my lessons
In a storyline
That was never mine to begin with
If I admit it
I might quit it
Then I'd be done
Fighting with me

I'm tired of
Fighting for how you to see me
Fighting for what I thought I needed
Fighting for your attention
Fighting, and learning my lessons
In a storyline
That was never mine to begin with
If I admit it
I might quit it
Then I'd be done
Fighting with me