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(album: Talk To Time - 2022)

Sometimes the deepest cuts don't bleed
That sounds just about right to me
Ain't got no bruises, got no scars
But I'm so full of empty in my heart

I ain't good, I ain't bad
I ain't happy, I ain't sad
No I can't look forward, can't look back
Just trying to keep this train on track
I'm tired and I'm torn
Every night it's another storm
Makes it hard to feel the hope of a rising sun
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Been building walls up a long long while
Might be the king of faking smiles
Sometimes I practice in the bathroom mirror
Wish I could cry but there ain't no tears

'Cause I ain't good, I ain't bad
I ain't happy, I ain't sad
No I can't look forward, can't look back
Just trying to keep this train on track
I'm tired and I'm torn
Every night it's another storm
Makes it hard to feel the hope of a rising sun
Numb numb numb
Numb numb numb

But I'm still holding on
Yeah I'm still holding on
It's a damn good thing my fingertips are strong
'Cause I'm still holding on

I ain't good, I ain't bad
I ain't happy, I ain't sad
No I can't look forward, can't look back
Just trying to keep this train on track
I'm tired and I'm torn
Every night it's another storm
Makes it hard to feel the hope of a rising sun
Yeah and I can't stop this feeling hanging on
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