SOS

(album: MCID - 2019)

I've been trapped
Desperation
Eternal life
Lies before you
What I owe
I want it back
Running on
In a past life

It comes in waves but I play head games with myself
It's no surprise the only prize is mental health
But you've got me trapped like an animal, no control
I'm used to being somebody else
I'll take a big drink, it's inevitable
But it never seems to help

When we die (It's happening again)
The only thing we leave behind is memories (Fuck it, I'll own it)
(Is it the start or is it the end?)
(And 37 trillion cells of energy)
(But I've been told)
The only time we need to think about is now
But how?
Time is running out

So welcome to the show
It's free to come but not to go
And please, no flash photography
Just let me captivate your soul
Gotta take my patient's heart
So let me focus on the task
You'll see I start by cutting deep
And then I take another bask
She found me when I was acting predictable
And now my time is running out
I just found out that I wasn't invincible
And I could use your help

When we die (It's happening again)
The only thing we leave behind is memories (Fuck it, I'll own it)
(Is it the start or is it the end?)
(And 37 trillion cells of energy)
But I've been told (I've been told)
The only time we need to think about is now (Think about)
But how?
Time is running

No one knows
What happens
When we die
Do we remain
When we're out
In outer space
In the void
Of time and space?

Now I stand
Desperation
Empty lie
Lying for you
Wanted out
Wanted out