Darling

(album: Trailblazer - 2023)

O my darling where have you been
Are we even living in the same dimension
Did I not pay you enough attention
'Cause I'd fly to the moon just to see you again

O my darling where have you been
Are we even living in the same dimension
Did I not pay you enough attention
'Cause I'd fly to the moon just to see you again

But in the end
It's going be OK

'Cause when no ones there
I'll always be

But aren't you sick and tired of the fucking push and pull
Didn't know that you would leave me just to see if I'd follow
Every second that your gone
Can't help but feel responsible
For pushing you so far away
When my life was at it's lowest

I was stuck inside a mother fucking never ending hole
Of complications and disaster that remain still unresolved
All this guilt just eats me up
But I know it's not your fault
Sometime this life will give you lemons and you still just fuck it up

So I'm always here rain or shine night or fucking day
When no one was around you were the one that stayed
So go and live your life
Don't worry about me
But as time goes on
I am still wondering

O my darling where have you been
Are we even living in the same dimension
Did I not pay you enough attention
'Cause I'd fly to the moon just to see you again

O my darling where have you been
Are we even living in the same dimension
Did I not pay you enough attention
'Cause I'd fly to the moon just to see you again

Won't let you slip through my fingers this time
Always thought we would grow old on an island
Start a new life and do what we desire
Live out our dreams and build an empire
But there's a chance that wouldn't work
Accepted that fact accepting that hurt

Ain't no one else
Ain't nothing on earth
Who knows what we've been through and what we deserve

To be happy just for once
And not care 'bout what's to come
This been eating me for months
Had to let you know I want
To never stop learning from
Mistakes that can't be undone
And ride out into the sun
Like two fucking blazing guns

O my darling where have you been
Are we even living in the same dimension
Did I not pay you enough attention
'Cause I'd fly to the moon just to see you again

O my darling where have you been
Are we even living in the same dimension
Did I not pay you enough attention
'Cause I'd fly to the moon just to see you again