Different

(album: Mermaids - 2019)

I've been through the worst of it
Been blessed by the curse of it
Words I get to nurturing
Come back around when you deserve the shit

But this time's a little different
(This time's a little different)
It's been time since we left it
(It's been time since we left it)
And by now I should've been ready
(By now I should've been ready)
To feel you like I should already
(This time's a little different)

And I'm tryna remember (I'm tryna remember)
And I'm tryna remember (I'm tryna remember)
And I'm tryna remember (I'm tryna remember)
And I'm tryna remember (I'm tryna remember)

But this time's a little different
(This time's a little different)
'Cause we're fine but we're distant
('Cause we're fine but we're distant)
I know it's only you that get me
(I know it's only you, it's only you that get me)
Through it all I hope you don't forget me
(I hope you don't)

Forgotten how it feel
Forgotten how it feel

I can't recognise who I was
Made me question who I think I am
I think that the feelings gotten lost
See what we've become and I don't think that I'm a fan
I wanna feel again, I do
But somehow I can't seem to feel that way again with you
And maybe this is nothing new
And maybe I was too caught up to see what's always been the truth
And I'm tryna remember, I'm tryna recall
Even when it's December it feels like the fall
Now I gotta let go, I'm cutting the call
Still the one I would call on
Still it's no love lost

I'm just tryna remember (I'm tryna remember)
And I'm tryna remember (I'm tryna remember)
And I'm tryna remember (I'm tryna remember)
And I'm tryna remember (I'm tryna remember)

But this time's a little different
(This time's a little different)
'Cause we're fine but we're distant
('Cause we're fine but we're distant)
I know it's only you that get me
(I know it's only you, it's only you that get me)
Through it all I hope you don't forget me
(I hope you don't)

This time's a little different (it's time to know)
This time's a little different (we're fine but more)
This time's a little different
This time's a little different