Paranoid

(album: Master Sensei 2 - 2020)

"H-Hol' up, Spiffy on this motherfu-!"

They crossed me behind my back, got me feeling like I'm Jesus
Too many flaws in these human beings, they don't mean it
Love is just a word, they just said it, they don't mean it
I tried to tell them, they ain't believe me
They taking my kindness for weakness
I'm riding by myself, I'm in a car with a demon
I shouldn't have fucked her, now I got to support a child from my semen
I came from hard times, I remember the times I wasn't eating
I been told so many lies, I'm paranoid that you gon' leave me

I just know that you gon' change by the time, I'm just waiting
Just got back from court in Clayton
I swear I'm tired of all this hating
You'll be safe, I'ma be on that
Dang, section 8 and missing payments
Need more money, that girl's a label
I had to learn to keep all my favors
I had to learn that love is a word
Got to go hard, get what you deserve
The bitch keep coming, they get on my nerves
They probably keep coming but I ain't even worried
I don't know why but I trust her
All the lies that I've been told
If you find a real one, treat her like gold
The shit that we did, I never told
I give her my all, she want my soul
Sometimes you just got to let it go
I was down, I was low
You weren't there for me

I ain't have nowhere to go
God the only one that know
I was poor, had to steal from the crows
Pain inside, deep as the ocean

They crossed me behind my back, got me feeling like I'm Jesus
Too many flaws in these human beings, they don't mean it
Love is just a word, they just said it, they don't mean it
I tried to tell them, they ain't believe me
They taking my kindness for weakness
I'm riding by myself, I'm in a car with a demon
I shouldn't have fucked her, now I got to support a child from my semen
I came from hard times, I remember the times I wasn't eating
I been told so many lies, I'm paranoid that you gon' leave me