Corpus Christi

(album: ARIZONA baby / Ghettobaby - 2019)

None of my boys know how to cope with this shit
We was on tour in Europe, I tried coke with this kid
See I need anything that make me feel less lonely
I get called a snake, a liar, a faggot, and a phony
Sometimes I feel like all I'm gon' have is my money
And my day one homies just gon' be left with their money
And I'll stare at the skies until they start to fade away
Me and my cousin would play ball all day trying to perfect that fadeaway
All our childhood dreams found a way to fade away
Tyler Perry movies dawg, and Michael Jackson videos
My aunt Becky passed on my pride, won't let me call
I've been a bad nephew, son, boyfriend whatever they call it
I just hope when it's my turn to not see tomorrow
Y'all can forgive me for any pain that I ever seemed to cause you

If you wake up feeling more lonely than you felt yesterday
The more you gotta let me go then
If you wake up feeling more lonely than you felt yesterday
The more you gotta let me go then

I wonder if Ameer think about me, or what he think about me
See when I think about me, I barely think about me
I think about the people that surround me, and how I let em down
I'm doing that right now by even fucking talking about this
I'm sorry Dom, I probably shouldn't be putting all our problems on the front lawn
Like that scene in Blow when George's mom called the feds cause it was hurting her rep
At what point do I do it for myself, instead of thinking bout the set?
I helped niggas get deals, I help niggas get healed
But I still feel like niggas wanna see me killed
Probably cause my brother thought I was trying to see him killed
My sister be on Instagram trying to air me out
All because I won't give my niece a fucking shout out
If I ain't have Kelly I probably would've stayed in Hawaii
My boyfriend more than an angel, it's a miracle he stuck by me

If you wake up feeling more lonely than you felt yesterday
The more you gotta let me go then
If you wake up feeling more lonely than you felt yesterday
The more you gotta let me go then

Why me, why me, why me, why me?