Bad Prescription

(album: Neutrality Acoustic - 2019)

It's been six months since you stopped caring about me
It's been seven since you left and I find it hard to breathe
Not here to stay, I'm here to pick up my things, like the heart you broke and all the sitcom memories, I won't get back you, fell through the cracks

You are the tumor that's sitting in my brain
You are the poison blood in my veins
And I am the nasty pill you used to take but then you feel better and you threw the prescription away

A second too late, a heartbeat that shakes, a voice that cracks when you tell me, thinking about what was missed out on, maybe an anniversary

Thinking about catching up every once in a while
And then I get to remembering, I'm not exactly on your speed dial

And, you are the tumor in my brain and I am the poison blood in my own veins
And I am the nasty pill that you used to take
Then you feel better and you threw your prescription away

Heard you went off to join the army
Fighting for a country you never believed in. I guess you must have changed your, once good intentions
But it's good to know you're going sober
You're finding your way back home. I just wish you would have let somebody help you cause you never had to do it all alone

I am the tumor sitting, in my own brain, and I am the poison blood running through my tired veins
And I am the nasty pills that I still take
And I hope that one day I can throw the prescription away
And I hope that one day I will throw the prescription away