Why

(album: Somewhere Nowhere - 2020)

So where are you today
In your head and too far away
You wanna wait for panic to subside
Cuz the maximal form is what we like

You wanna slake desire
But the feeling isn't right
Stealing all that we can
To trade for time

Wanna know why
Wanna know why
Wanna know why
We all want to die

Getting over the grey takes sublime
Getting a word into chime takes a dime
When a flower falls from the vine
Will I be able to pull it up and find

That maybe I don't
Know where to go
And will I hold
To see where it goes

Every low seems to follow me, occupied
We are the centerpiece of the things we're scared to deny
We wanna lace our doubt with time until the feeling is right
We are the lesser of either side when we choose to divide

We say we wanna love but we never reply
We never reply, we never reply
With debt up to our eyes, tell us to fly
Tell us to fly, tell us to fly
But there's a ceiling in the sky, so nevermind
So nevermind, so nevermind
And we say it's alright, we say give it time
Yea we're all fine, yea we're all fine
But really we just wanna die and we don't know why yea
We don't know why yea, we don't know why yea
We wanna die, we don't know why
We don't know why, we don't know why
We don't know why, we don't know why
We don't know why, we don't know why
We wanna die, we don't know why
We don't know why