I Still Loved You

(album: Not Pushing Daisies - 2020)

You said you wanted me
You said you needed me
Sometimes I wonder if it all were fucking lies, boy
I said I loved you so
You said you loved me more
Sometimes I wonder if it all were fucking lies, boy
You said you needed more
I gave you, oh for sure
Sometimes I think you just played me to the bones, babe
You did a lot of shit
And everytime I had was it
Sometimes I think you just played me to the bones, babe
You played me real hardcore
I called you "mi amore"
Sometimes I think you did it all for fucking fun, hun
You were my high score
I was your "call it for"
Sometimes I think you did it all for fucking fun, hun

You treated me like trash
Couple months before we crashed
Sometimes I think you just did it to cut loose, though
I bought you all the cash
All you left for me was dust
Sometimes I think you just did it to cut loose, though

But I still loved you
I still loved you
I still loved you
I still loved you
I loved you
Loved you

You were my Genesis
My biggest Nemesis
Oh babe you, really broke me just like that, boy
You were a specialist
Mental games, terrorist
Oh babe, you really broke me just like that, boy
You cheated twice on me
You became my enemy
How could you ask me to forgive you just like that, babe
I finally fuck free
Fucked up how you treated me
How could you ask me to forgive you just like that, babe
Bullets drop, do it last time
Don't come back cause I'll be fine
I know my worth
I'm better than you now, hun
I will blossom, I'll be divine
You messed up all my design
I know my worth
I'm better than you now, hun

Broke my heart on Valentine's
Shut down all the butterflies
Sometimes I wonder if you ever even loved me
Yeah you made a great impact
Yeah baby, I'll give you that but
Sometimes I wonder if you ever even loved me

But I still loved you
I still loved you
I still loved you
I still loved you
I loved you
Loved you