Ellie!

(album: Autumn Gloom - 2020)

(I been far away-)
I been far away without you right here
I can't take another day without you my dear
I'll be running back soon just like the way I always do
45 nights, no wind in sight
Another state line sign I've left behind
And this hotel room won't let me sleep tonight

And now I'm in the G class on the 405
Riding with the seat back, it's the long long night
Don't know when I'll be back but it's gonna be fine
You don't wanna see me like that

If I could take the first flight back to 334
I'd be there at first light, meet me at my door
I don't wanna say you're right but I feel so alone
And now I'm drowning quickly, days go by so slow
I hate to say you told me so, I should be used to this by now
I wish you well, I miss you

All I wanna do is go the fuck back home
I can't stand it, I'm a panic
Can you save my soul?
Every time I turn around I always end up right back in this hole again
And all I wanna do is sleep in my own bed
Not a minute going by without you in my head
You're a blessing and a curse and it really hurts worse when I wake up all alone

Pressing all the pieces back in place
I'm getting weaker in the knees with every day
I try to keep it in my teeth, but I'm a mess right now (but I'm a mess right now)
28 years have led me here
I'm feeling old right now, you know my fears
I'll probably spend all my time wishing I was young
Now I'm trynna find the motivation to wake up
Gotta make my way to Mesa, don't wait up
But you're always in my background, you know that
Damn I really wanna see you right now

If I could take the first flight back to 334
I'd be there at first light, meet me at my door
I don't wanna say you're right but I feel so alone
And now I'm drowning quickly, days go by so slow
I hate to say you told me so, I should be used to this by now
I wish you well, I miss you

All I wanna do is go the fuck back home
I can't stand it, I'm a panic
Can you save my soul?
Every time I turn around I always end up right back in this hole again
And all I wanna do is sleep in my own bed
Not a minute going by without you in my head
You're a blessing and a curse and it really hurts worse when I wake up all alone

All I wanna do is go the fuck back home
I can't stand it, I'm a panic
Can you save my soul?
Every time I turn around I always end up right back in this hole again
And all I wanna do is sleep in my own bed
Not a minute going by without you in my head
You're a blessing and a curse and it really hurts worse when I wake up all alone