Playing Through The Pain

(album: Solidarity - 2015)

I'm stuck and can't decide.
They say the grass ain't always greener on the other side.
Should I press my luck or quit while I'm ahead?
I'll admit it, I wasn't committed to this relationship
Then you came into my life.
Made me an offer and told me not to think twice.
You make it hard to deny, I stuck, I cant decide.
Should I follow my heart or am I losing my mind?

Stuck on these thoughts as the weight of my options crash down upon me.
I've been lying in bed all night but I can't sleep.
I know what I like. Everyone's got vices.
I know what I like. Everyone's got vices.
I know what I like. Everyone's got vices.
My needs are beckoning me.

I don't need anyone or anything distracting me.
I'll keep the memories as harsh reminders of everything I never want to be.
Now I know exactly what I want.
Now I know exactly what it takes.
I have the will I'll find my way.
I have the will I'll find my way.

Where there is a will, there is a way.
Walking down a road that separates and can take me to entirely different places.
My state of mind is fuck the world till I get what is mine.
I refuse to conform, I refuse to decide.

I don't need anyone or anything distracting me.
I'll keep the memories as harsh reminders of everything I never want to be.
Now I know exactly what I want.
Now I know exactly what it takes.
I have the will I'll find my way.
I have the will I'll find my way.

It's in my lungs, its in my blood.
Its in my heart, it haunts my thoughts.
You made your move and played the part, now I know exactly what I want and what it takes.
I have the will I'll find my way, and end up exactly where I meant to be.
With the past at my back and the world in front of me.

I don't need anyone or anything distracting me.
I'll keep the memories as harsh reminders of everything I never want to be.
Now I know exactly what I want.
Now I know exactly what it takes.
I have the will I'll find my way.
I have the will I'll find my way.

We all have our vices. I know what I like and we all have our vices.
Stuck on these thoughts as the weight of my options crash down upon me.
The truth is always worse in black in white.