Pro Seizures

Not one to polemicize 
But If I'm the paragon..
Who do I idolize?
Was your last resort before you implored to me
I'm your last chances possibility 
No coordinates to any noumenon 
I'm living off of what I'm living on

Like Beethoven I'm losing my hearing
But I can't lose site of the visions reappearing
Even if my album flops
I'll milk it till' the very last drops
It's gonna be alright
Is it gonna be alright?
(When you're not sure of what you've got)
It's gonna be alright
is it gonna be alright?
(Honestly probably not)

I almost masturbated for 10 consecutive hours but..
You had to walk in before I could get my nut.
I've been holding it in for so long I just needed some relief.
You just stood there in disbelief 
Ahhhhhh... here comes the cluster fucking headache
I can't stand the shit that I make

I feel like I've been comatose since birth
And when I finally woke up I was like what on earth?
Why am I unable to identify ..anything..
I've got no conception of my cognition
And I'm not even getting the deserved recognition
I can't do this anymore
Finding the truth didn't set me free
Go ahead and edit it in my discography (Now they're begging for)
Now they're begging for an encore
Stagnate in inherita cause' I feel into aphasia
(I've hit a few stumps)
Never had the output cause' I never had a chakra 
But I have the goosebumps