Second Best

(album: Beautiful Oblivion - 2019)

I think that I'm just second best
I think that I'm just second best
Alive is all I am
Alive is all I am

The pain is too surreal
But I'm far from numb
Nothing can explain the way I feel (so I run)
Breaking down to save myself
Like all my friends I burn my lips
On cigarettes cause I refuse to let them end

You say it gets better
But I don't wanna hear it
Wanna learn the hard way

Oh oh oh go bother somebody else
Oh oh oh and let me live in my hell
The last thing I need
Is for someone to walk out on me

I think that I'm just second best
I think that I'm just second best

When enough's enough
I swear I'll let you know
Right now the best thing for me
Is to fight on my own

You say it gets better
But I don't wanna hear it
Wanna learn the hard way

Oh oh oh go bother somebody else
Oh oh oh and let me live in my hell
The last thing I need
Is for someone to walk out on me

Sometimes I wanna get lost
Just listen to Citizen and be pissed off cause
The last thing I need
Is for someone to walk out on me

I think that I'm just second best
I think that I'm just second best
I think that I'm just second best (Alive is all I am)
I think that I'm just second best (Alive is all I am)

I think that I'm just second best
I think that I'm just second best
Alive is all I am
Alive is all I am

I think that I'm just second best
I think that I'm just second best
Alive is all I am
Alive is all I am

I think that I'm just second bestAlive is all I am
Alive is all I am

Go bother somebody else
And let me live in my hell
The last thing I need
Is for someone to walk out on me

Sometimes I wanna get lost
Just listen to Citizen and be pissed off cause
The last thing I need
Is for someone to walk out on me