GIN N JUICE

(album: MIXED EMOTIONS - 2021)

I don't wanna talk about this, yeah
Don't really know what I did, yeah
I don't really know what to say, yeah
I feel like running away
I hide in a bottle of gin, yeah
I keep it all bottled in, yeah
The pavement been stretching me thin, yeah
Living a life full of sin

So take what you gave me and keep it
You left out on me for no reason
How can't you see that I'm bleeding?
How come you change up like seasons?
I blow out the smoke that I breathe in
Trying to escape from my demons
Living a life without reason
Part of me wants to get even
And you ain't never give a fuck about me
Swear to God, this shit be having me beat
Walking around with some blood on my feet
I just got out, yeah, I'm finally free
But I'm trapped in my head still, I'm falling
You ain't here when I was calling
I should have gave you a warning
I hope that I make it to morning, yeah

Don't wanna talk about this, yeah
Don't really know what I did, yeah
Don't really know what to say, yeah
I feel like running away
I hide in a bottle of gin, yeah
I keep it all bottled in, yeah
The pavement been stretching me thin, yeah
Living a life full of sin

I can't get away from my demons
They come to me when I be dreaming
Taking my life for the keeping
Waking up sweaty and screaming
Don't take it away when I need it
I'm falling apart, you can see it
I'm getting lost in the deep end
Crying for help, but you leaving, yeah-eah