I Saw A Car

(album: The Darkest Skies Are The Brightest - 2021)

I saw a car, a really nice car
And I knew this car was gonna get me far
Flaming red runs like a jet
And I don't get why it isn't mine yet

Oh, this car is gonna bring me home

I rely on my fear alone
Get by on my pain
I deny that I'm to blame
For you to be down so low

I saw a man, a really nice man
And to reel him in I do whatever I can
A smile so bold not exactly old
And I don't really get why he isn't mine yet

Oh, this man is gonna take me home

He's gonna save me

I rely on my fear alone
Get by on my pain
I deny that I'm to blame
For you to be down so low
I rely on my fear alone
Get by on my pain
I deny that I'm to blame
For you to be down so low

I saw a bird, a beautiful bird
If I could steal its wings I would get what I deserve
I'll stand my ground high up in the clouds
And escape my responsibilities

I rely on my fear alone
Get by on my pain
I deny that I'm to blame
For you to be down so low
I rely on my fear alone
Get by on my pain
I deny that I'm to blame
For you to be down so low

I am 100% imperfect
I am 100% alone

I rely on my fear alone
Get by on my pain
I rely on my fear alone
Alone