Numb

(album: What A Mess, The Human Mind - 2021)

There's a million ways
To escape your world these days
There's a million new euphorias
To pour into your veins
Some glitter like distractions
Others play like games
Some are typical like chemicals
With friendly names

Some people eat until they fall asleep
There fight online behind the safety of a screen
Some have tried it all and given up so they just drink
And if you're one or all of those
You're just like me

Cause when you're numb
You don't feel the pain
But you can't feel the happiness that happens
In between the rain
You don't feel at all
And that's a fucking shame
Cause life is only beautiful when you feel everything
Everything like love, passion, sadness, anxiety
Bliss, heartbreak, madness and jealousy

I spend too much
Just to feel the rush
Just to try to fill the vacancy of human touch
And I still get high
Just to change my mind
Just to find an angle with a little bit more light
Some nights I stay up talking to the moon
Cause getting swallowed up in shadows is
Something it's used to
I hate complaining even more now that it's cool
But if you wish that you could disappear
I'm just like you

Cause when you're numb
You don't feel the pain
But you can't feel the happiness that happens
In between the rain
You don't feel at all
And that's a fucking shame
Cause life is only beautiful when you feel everything
Everything like love, passion, sadness, anxiety
Bliss, heartbreak, madness and jealousy

Novocaine
Novocaine syndrome
Syndrome, syndrome (Numb)
Novocaine (Damn)
Novocaine syndrome
(Numb)

Cause when you're numb
You don't feel the pain
But you can't feel the happiness that happens
In between the rain
You don't feel at all
And that's a fucking shame
Cause life is only beautiful when you feel everything
Everything like love, passion, sadness, anxiety
Bliss, heartbreak, madness and jealousy
Hope, magic, broken insanity
Fear, excitement, loneliness and clarity
Clarity
Crystal vision