Comfortably Lonely

(album: Waylon & Willie IV - 2020)

Long live Chizzle and Chop, damn
I'm wearing 41Kulture so your movement don't stop
Hurts me that I'm talking about you now in past tense
I won't let you die in vein I'mma make it make sense
Damn, 2020's been a hell of a year
And 2019 left a trail of my tears
You want beef, I don't feel it right now
So tell me how you feel and we can kill it right now

I keep these feelings on the tip of my tongue
I got a lot to say like the clip on the gun
But I'm gonna keep this one on safety, make it home safely
Never let the pressure of acceptance ever change me
Money never made me, it made me go crazy
Made people expect more than I could give now they hate me
I still love ya though and Imma see ya on the other side
I'm cool being alone cuz when it's time I know my brothers ride

Holes in my soul
Searching for the holy
Nobody really knows me
Dying too fast
Don't wanna die slowly
Nobody really knows me
I'm comfortably lonely

Nobody knows some days my life is like a small hell
Look closer, see the story that my scars tell
Time to wake up, I hear the sound of my alarm yell
Weight is on my shoulder like the Westside Barbell
How do you heal when you feel your heart's so broken
The world moves fast but I see it in slow motion
I left the streets, couldn't risk the penitentiary
Now I'm alone, so making it was bittersweet

But thank god I'm finally done with it
Ball my pain up and try to hit a home run with it
I stay calm anytime that I feel pressure
Fuck school cuz life taught me real lessons
It taught me bout the anger and pain
Feeling like I'm trapped inside an echo chamber of rage
Lord, please, forgive the sins of my soul
Some days loneliness is the only friend that I know

Holes in my soul
Searching for the holy
Nobody really knows me
Dying too fast
Don't wanna die slowly
Nobody really knows me
I'm comfortably lonely