Voices

All I ever hear is voices
And they won't ever shut the fuck up
All I ever hear is voices
And no one's ever there, it's just us
All I ever hear is voices
And I don't really think that it's fair
All I ever hear is voices
I had a dream the other night they weren't there

And I don't know why
I'm ready for the ride, gotta hold on tight
I've heard these voices most my life
It's a whole lotta whiskey and lonely nights
There's a whole lotta bullshit I hold inside
But I guess that's just how it goes sometimes
I just stepped over the borderline
If I get fucked up then we'll both be fine, like
How much more can I take?
Better cut that grass, I'm avoiding the snakes
PTSD from the choices I made
Pedal to the metal and I won't hit the brakes
The more I drink then the more I race
So I pick up another 24 by the case
I'm trying to ignore all the voices again
What can I say? I've been going insane

And I'm just tryna live in the moment
But I'm broken, I'm drinking, I'm smoking
I feel hopeless, I don't know the outcome
But they still got the nerve to ask how come?
I burnt the bridge but then I built it back from scratch
So it's hard for me to say, I still feel guilty after that
I'm abusing all these substances to filter through my past
I used to feel like giving up but now I'm feeling like "fuck that"

All I ever hear is voices
And they won't ever shut the fuck up
All I ever hear is voices
And no one's ever there, it's just us
All I ever hear is voices
And I don't really think that it's fair
All I ever hear is voices (struggle)
I had a dream the other night they weren't there

The night is haunted, being taunted by my past life
Last night I heard there's certain wrongs that I can't right
Speaking, preaching gospels, it seemed evil
Told me if I wanna save my people I might have to get medieval
Boondock Saints, two Glocks and warpaint
Heard my momma's prayers faint, tried to wake up but I can't
Speaking of languages been written on a stone, Rosetta
Asleep, hold a Beretta underneath a dream catcher
Made mistakes throughout my life, not no slight errors
Waking up from night terrors
drink myself to sleep to beat the nightmares
Heard a whisper in the wind, reminded me of where I been
Condemning for all my sins, another chance and I'll repent
Voices speaking words I'll never say out loud
No, I've never been proud of what I did, down and out
Drown 'em out, the message on the wall, sound 'em out
Nobody hear it growling through these torquise teeth at the spirit

All I ever hear is voices
And they won't ever shut the fuck up
All I ever hear is voices
And no one's ever there, it's just us
All I ever hear is voices
And I don't really think that it's fair
All I ever hear is voices (struggle)
I had a dream the other night they weren't there