Mind Playin' Tricks

(album: Velvet - 2018)

When the sun goes down
I just stare at the wall
And my thoughts get deep

I just pace around
Chain smoke it off
As the worrys creep

I try to act tough
But my head calls the bluff
The house shows a flush
The whole things a bust

My cup starts to flood
And it all keeps rackin up
But I still bleed what I love
And the devil smells blood

I've been tossin and a turnin
In the night I'm feelin somethin that's atypical

I take look behind the curtain
But I'm certain that thing is just invisible

So I just keep workin and a workin
Workin so damn hard youd think its criminal

And you might think its concernin
But you know I swear to God that its medicinal

I get on my knees and pray
God give me the strength
Cause I don't know how much more I can take
Before I break

Is my mind playin tricks on me
Cause this all seems like reality
Tell me who the hell should I believe in
When my minds playin tricks on me

Every persons out here flirtin
With the battle of the current and original

The situations gettin worsen
I've been searchin for the cure
You know its critical

I tried to break the curse
But I'm for certain its uncounsious and sublminal

Don't u tell me that there's no such thing as perfect
Cause I swear to God its never been more pivitol

I get on my knees and pray
God give me the strength
Cause I don't know how much more I can take
Before I break

Is my mind playin tricks on me
Cause this all seems like reality
Tell me who the hell should I believe in
When my minds playin tricks on me

You know my mind keeps playin tricks on me