Blue Car

(album: Permanent Damage - 2023)

You spill like soft wax on the carpet I can't get you out
I pour myself into your arms outside the dealer's house
Keep whispering to me
My nose starting to bleed
How many more nights will it take?

Head on the leather of the taxi, hate to make you wait
Look out the window for the blue car parked outside your gate
Is this how it's supposed to be?
It doesn't make sense to me
Pick up the speed and cut the brakes

If there was any difference between us two
If I could let you go, then you know I would
Remember when I said I'd die for you the night the sky drained all the blue?
But dying would be easier than ever loving you

Pulling the weight of conversation like I usually do
You said you lost yourself, but I lost everything to you
Kiss me up on the roof
I love you, I swear I do
Just try convince me you're the same

If there was any difference between us two
If I could let you go, then you know I would
Remember when I said I'd die for you the night the sky drained all the blue?
But dying would be easier than ever loving you

You spill like soft wax on the carpet I can't get you out
How many uppers can you take before it gets you down?
We're fighting in the street
You're everything to me
How many more nights will it take?

If there was any difference between us two
If I could let you go, then you know I would
Remember when I said I'd die for you the night the sky drained all the blue?
But dying would be easier than ever loving you