Phobias

(album: It's Never Really Over - 2020)

I know it's probably in my head
But you gotta me checking under the bed for you
I'm a nervous wreck for you

I'm a little paranoid
And you know that I've been I'm avoiding you
Baby I'm a mess its true

And I don't like falling cause I've never been good with heights
And not being right
But maybe I'm stalling cause I never made any time
For you and I

I've been hurt before and that's why I close the door
Scared of the dark and broken hearts
I got phobias
I can't let you in cause I'm crawling in my skin
oh I've been scarred by broken hearts
I got phobias

I was drowning then turns out I was in the shallow end
And I, had no reason why
Yeah, tossed and turned all night wish I wouldn't let the bed bugs bite me
I let nightmares run my mind

And I don't like falling cause I've never been good with heights
And not being right
But maybe I'm stalling cause I never made any time
For you and I

I've been hurt before and that's why I close the door
Scared of the dark and broken hearts
I got phobias
I can't let you in cause I'm crawling in my skin oh I've been scarred by broken hearts

I've been here for years they've been holding me down
But my fear is that you won't stick around
For years they've been holding me down
But my fear is that you won't stick around

I've been hurt before and that's why I close the door
Scared of the dark and broken hearts
I got phobias
I can't let you in cause I'm crawling in my skin oh I've been scarred by broken hearts

I've been hurt before and that's why I close the door
Scared of the dark and broken hearts
I got phobias
I can't let you in cause I'm crawling in my skin oh I've been scarred by broken hearts
I got phobias