This Addiction

(album: The Epiphany Guide - 2008)

I woke up today
Something wasn't the same
I was in a daze
Like a fairy tale
It crept in again
Where's my happy end?
I thought I was strong, but (I let it in)
I thought I had faith, but (I let it in)
I thought I could fight, but (I let it in)
I don't understand how (I let it in)
Now I'm losing my hair, 'cause (I let it in)
Now I'm losing my mind, 'cause (I let it in)
Now I'm losing the fight, 'cause (I let it in)
I have lost all control 'cause I let it in

I wanted to fight it, I wanted to break it
I wanted to make it go away
But I underestimated it
This, this, this, this addiction
I tried to expose it, but I only lost it
I ended up at the same mistake
I can't take this anymore
This, this, this, this addiction

Shatter under round
With my feet off the ground
Trying to free my mind (free my mind)
This has gone too far
Left the door ajar
When it should have closed, oh-oh
I thought I was strong, but (I let it in)
I thought I had faith, but (I let it in)
I thought I could fight, but (I let it in)
I don't understand how (I let it in)
Now I'm losing my hair, 'cause (I let it in)
Now I'm losing my mind, 'cause (I let it in)
Now I'm losing the fight, 'cause (I let it in)
I have lost all control 'cause I let it in

I wanted to fight it, I wanted to break it
I wanted to make it go away
But I underestimated it
This, this, this, this addiction
I tried to expose it, but I only lost it
I ended up at the same mistake
I can't take this anymore
This, this, this, this addiction

And I don't know this will end up killing me
And I don't know that this hurts to, hurts to stop
Oh, Ooh
This, this, this, this addiction
(This, this, this, this addiction)
This, this
Yeah
This, this, this, this addiction

I wanted to fight it, I wanted to break it
I wanted to make it go away
But I underestimated it
This, this, this, this addiction (Yeah)
I tried to expose it, but I only lost it (Addiction)
I ended up at the same mistake
I can't take this anymore
This, this, this, this addiction

Oh oh, ooh, oh
Mm, yeah