Sleepless

(album: Disgrace - 2019)

Know I'm trying
I guess I'll get over it
And you know I'm trying
I guess I'll get over it

Everything I have always ends up in the deep end
And I know I might collapse
Every night I'm feeling sleepless
And it feels like I'm running off the edge
Feels like I'm drifting from my friends
Feels like I'm living in pretend
Feels like I'm waiting for the end

Yuh, life's been going a million miles an hour on the road
Then I gotta hit the brakes whenever I come home
Used to seeing people on a daily basis
But now I'm losing life and honestly you know I hate it, yuh
And it's all my fault that I'll end up all alone again
And I can't atone for the weight of all my sins, oh

Know I'm trying
I guess I'll get over it
And you know I'm trying
I guess I'll get over it

Everything I have always ends up in the deep end
And I know I might collapse
Every night I'm feeling sleepless
And it feels like I'm running off the edge
Feels like I'm drifting from my friends
Feels like I'm living in pretend
Feels like I'm waiting for the end

Try to shut out all the noise like I even got a choice
Fell in love but felt the void
Now I always miss her voice
Funny, letting go hurts like way more than you think
But all the hardest life lessons always hurt like fresh ink, uh
I know that it hurts sometimes
I just can't be the best for you
Been on this lonely vibe
That's just all I know how to do

Know I'm trying
I guess I'll get over it
And you know I'm trying
I guess I'll get over it

Everything I have always ends up in the deep end
And I know I might collapse
Every night I'm feeling sleepless
And it feels like I'm running off the edge
Feels like I'm drifting from my friends
Feels like I'm living in pretend
Feels like I'm waiting for the end