LET YOU GO

(album: LONELY VIBES - 2021)

And it's so hard for me to let you know
That I never should've let you go
But that's just a road I chose
I finally see it, but it's out of my hands now (It's out of my hands now)
And I'm always running away, was scared of showing emotions
Want you out of my brain, so I've been downing these potions
But I know it won't change, I couldn't fix it, it's broken
It's always my mistakes

You make me anxious
But how could I complain? I did the same shit
Too busy by myself to see you hate this
I never saw the signs, we wouldn't make it
And now I ain't sleeping much, all in my head too much
Wishing I gave it up, but I couldn't make it up
So I'll down another one hoping I get off it
I don't want another love so I'm moving cautious

And we're trying to carry on, but we're lying
To say our love's not dying
But I can't see a world without you now

And it's so hard for me to let you know
That I never should've let you go
But that's just a road I chose
I finally see it, but it's out of my hands now (It's out of my hands now)
And I'm always running away, was scared of showing emotions
Want you out of my brain, so I've been downing these potions
But I know it won't change, I couldn't fix it, it's broken
It's always my mistakes

Way too many fights, way too little conversations
Tried to get it right, but I never had the patience
Always on my mind, that's my first love wasted
But do you even care?
'Cause if you really hate me, I don't blame you
I never really gave you enough
But I would kill just to hear you say you love me again
I never meant for the way that everything had to end
And just know I'm sorry now

And we're trying to carry on but we're lying
To say our love's not dying
But I can't see a world without you now

And it's so hard for me to let you know
That I never should've let you go
But this just a road I chose
I finally see it, but it's out of my hands now (It's out of my hands now)
And I'm always running away, was scared of showing emotions
Want you out of my brain, so I've been downing these potions
But I know it won't change, I couldn't fix it, it's broken
It's always my mistakes