I Feel Like Dying

(album: Fearless II - 2022)

So, go ahead and dig my grave, break me to pieces
I can't change, hate that I need it
Blow my brains if you really leaving
Can't be saved, so kill all my feelings
I been to the bottom but you know I still fight it
Never sold my soul, so why the hell I can't find it?
Everything I want blows up when I'm dying
It's so hard to live when I feel like dying

Gun to my head, yeah, people talking 'bout me like I died, I'm not dead yet
Maybe if I did then I'd be finally getting rest, yeah
Maybe if I died, they'd finally listen what I said, yeah, yeah, yeah
I'm so sick of people saying that they know what's in my interests
Barely go outside and now I'm [?], got no friends left
So many mistakes, I don't think I got no sins left
Killed so many rappers, wonder who they gonna sin next

Up in flames, I'm the only one to blame, yeah, yeah, yeah

So, go ahead and dig my grave, break me to pieces
I can't change, hate that I need it
Blow my brains if you really leaving
Can't be saved, so kill all my feelings
I been to the bottom but you know I still fight it
Never sold my soul, so why the hell I can't find it?
Everything I want blows up when I'm dying
It's so hard to live when I feel like dying

Up in flames, I'm the only one to blame, yeah, yeah, yeah

So, go ahead and dig my grave, break me to pieces
I can't change, hate that I need it
Blow my brains if you really leaving
Can't be saved, so kill all my feelings
I been to the bottom but you know I still fight it
Never sold my soul, so why the hell I can't find it?
Everything I want blows up when I'm dying
It's so hard to live when I feel like dying