Kokoronashi

If somehow I could leave it all behind and everything
Do you think that a bit of joy would finally come to me?
My heart is breaking and the ache will start again
And never end...please don't say anything

If somehow I forgot the world and who I am today
Could I sleep? Would the tears I cry all dry and fall away?
But we can't wish on stars to part from who we are
It's all we are...please don't try anything

Though I call out you reach you, failing time and again
My heart is all I have to give you, only one

You can't see! You can't see! Just take my bones, why not everything?
You're tearing me and damaging, do anything, lay me in the ground
I'm screaming and shaking, my eyes turn red somehow even now
Wrapping me around, your touch abound
Not letting go even when I say

It's okay

If somehow I could have a wish come true, I'd think of you
And just wish for the things you have and all you try to do
But I don't make a lot of wishes, maybe none
I'd settle then for you to stay by me

Though you call out to reach me, love too heavy to weigh
My heart is all I have to give you, only one

Stop doing this! Stop doing this! Don't show me love that I couldn't give
I never see how you can be this way with me, why you're still around
You're hurting me, you're hurting me, explain in words, tell me everything
I don't know a thing and I'm losing though
Don't go and leave me all alone

You can't see! You can't see! Just take my bones, why not everything?
Start tearing me and damaging, do anything, lay me in the ground
I'm screaming and shaking, my eyes turn red somehow even now
Wrapping me around, your touch abound
Not letting go even when I say

It's okay

If somehow I could have a heart that beat and everything
Would you know how to find something so deep inside of me?
You met me with a grin and told me "Well ya know,"
"I oughtta know, it's been here all along"