Matryoshka

One two three four!

Thinking about a thing I heard
Just the other day, but it hasn't gone away
Subconsciously it's digging down deep
Making me weak, my matryoshka

Shaking hands clutch a present for the world
But the solid ticks keep me plastered to my seat
It's a secret between you and me
Ha, this silly world will be eager just to see

Ah-ah, it's my head again
Maybe what I'm doing could be seen as doing wrong
Ah-ah, how it fades away
Maybe it's okay

Ah well it's fun to live a schizophrenic life
Kalinka, malinka, sing all the tears out
All this anxious over-thought crock
What do you think the normal people do?
Can you hear it, five two four?
Freud, keloid, just hit the right key
All in all this song's been overdone
And yet we keep it going on repeat

Ticking almost the tiniest of sounds
Resonates the air, but hell, no one seems to care
Waiting patiently is driving me to be
Oh you cannot see, I'm a deus ex machina

Hey, do you really think we should rendezvous?
Rendezvous? What's a rendezvous?
Or maybe it's a crazy kind of venture?
Hypomanic dance-o-matic one two, one two

Ah-ah, feel the nausea
When I burst to pieces can you sew me back again?
Ah-ah, feel the thrill of it
Piece me whole again

Ah well it's fun to live a schizophrenic life
Kalinka, malinka, sing all the tears out
All this anxious over-thought crock
What do you think the normal people do?
Ignite ignite until you hear the words
Parade, marade, this'll be a fun day
Wait a, wait a second right there
What if this girl just really isn't me?

Hey, do you really think we should rendezvous?
Rendezvous? What's a rendezvous?
Or maybe it's a crazy kind of venture?
Hypomanic dance-o-matic one two, one two

Right? Right?
It's an ailment
Why? Why?
Know the tune just yet?
Right? Right?
Now it's in my head
A faked false face, my matryoshka

Ah well it's fun to live a schizophrenic life
Kalinka, malinka, sing all the tears out
All this anxious over-thought crock
What do you think the normal people do?
Can you hear it, five two four?
Freud, keloid, just hit the right key
All in all this song's been overdone
And yet we keep it going on repeat