Rockstar In His Prime

(album: Fighting Demons - 2021)

I'm a rockstar in his prime
If I take too many Percs, then I won't die
Don't make no sense, do it? Haha
If I take too many Percs, then I won't die
If I drink too much of this syrup, then I won't fly

I'm a rockstar in his prime
A rockstar in his prime
A rockstar in his prime
A rockstar in his prime
A rockstar in his prime

If I take too many Percs, then I won't die
If I drink too much of this syrup, then I'm gon' fly
I can't deal with this hurt on my own
I cannot deal with this hurt in my downtime
If I take too many Percs, then I won't die
If I drink too much of this syrup, then I'm gon' fly
I can't deal with this hurt on my own
I cannot deal with this hurt

Everything's just fine
Minus the fact I'm losing my mind
Timeless, in fact, I know it's my time
Primetime, limelights

Tears on the Saint Laurent
Feel like punching a wall but I don't wanna break the watch
It was just a year ago, I was telling people, "Watch"
Thanking God, uh, it was a part of the plot, uh
It feel like part of me alive and part of me not
I'm tracing my steps, uh, tryna see where the insanity started
I'm too high to talk right now, I'm sorry, beg my pardon
This not a trend, this how I'ma deal with my demons regardless
Oh yeah, Devil pulling up a chair, he sitting right over there
Telling me I should be scared, God in my fucking ear
Told me it's nothing to fear
I forgot to mention that the Devil tryna be my friend
Do you hear how confusing this is?
I was at the lowest of points, feeling like calling it quits
Ain't nobody understand, "You should be happy, nigga, you rich"
That's what everybody says
Anxiety is a ugly bitch, too ugly to comprehend
So I get high and fuck that bitch
Praying for the upper hand, I hope that He hear my prayers
Devil really want my soul, he gon' keep it in his lair
Me, I'm just gon' keep a pole, paranoia in the air
Everybody getting killed, I won't be a part of it

If I take too many Percs, then I won't die
If I drink too much of this syrup, then I'm gon' fly
I can't deal with this hurt on my own
I cannot deal with this hurt in my downtime
If I take too many Percs, then I won't die
If I drink too much of this syrup, then I'm gon' fly
I can't deal with this hurt on my own
I cannot deal with this hurt