So I Drive

(album: Bent Rules - 2021)

I been hella anxious so I drive
4 A.M., paranoid, feel like I'ma die
Somewhere in my head got me stressing all the time
I'm bipolar and a mess, I'll be fine

Hella nights it's just me and the roads
Feel the high kicking in but got me fearing the low
That's the thing about success, you don't know who is real
I stay alone cause it's safe, I don't like when I feel, I flip the switch
I get angry sometimes, [?] bitch
Say some things I regret
See I act on my emotions, I can never hold 'em back
They want me to chill, but I can never that
Never double back, never staying in the place
I feel happy when I'm gone so take a flight everyday
They don't get my life, can barely handle the stress
That's the problem with the money, I'm afraid that I'll slip, yeah
Am I making you proud? and it's wearing me down, getting lost in the sound
I fell in love with working too much, I can't help I think way too much
With the key and the ignition, then we driving just to get lost

I been hella anxious so I drive
4 A.M., paranoid, feel like I'ma die
Somewhere in my head got me stressing all the time
I'm bipolar and a mess, I'll be fine

Yeah, fell in love with coming up, find my worth in checks
Locked inside my house maybe I should work some less (No!)
I want love but really is it worth the mess? (No!)
Cause I like space, I like money, she ain't touching it
Sign the prenup, I don't trust you at all
In these women that I run through never stay here for long
Get out my face, you ain't taking shit
Fifty-fifty bill or you can get the dick, ayy
Send her on the way, she just want the clout
Fifty percent regret and the other half is doubt
She ask me if I'm okay, well, prolly not
At least I took my checks, that's a lot, ayy
Lately [?] to call my nerves
Isolated and hurt, I'm eating off of my words, became a legend [?]
I work for what I deserve, these labels tryna merge
I work for what I deserve, these labels tryna merge (No!)

I been hella anxious so I drive
4 A.M., paranoid, feel like I'ma die
Somewhere in my head got me stressing all the time
I'm bipolar and a mess, I'll be fine, ayy