Couch Surfin

(album: Careful What You Wish For - 2021)

(We laugh, we cry
Get way too high)
I'd rather be dead than not alive

Nails are dirty from scratching the surface
I'll try almost anything once
And I get in trouble, flirt with death a little
Rather die young than go numb (Rather die young than go numb)

I know drugs are bad but I'm so fucking so sad
And alone, yeah, yeah, yeah (Yeah, yeah, yeah)
What's my calling? Everyone's got a thing
I'm hanging by a string, I'm fine

Sun shine through the curtains
On the couch, I'm surfing
Still looking for my purpose (Purpose, oh)
Feel alive when I'm dying
I need what gets me the highest
I'ma die tryna find it (Find it, yeah)
We laugh, we cry
Get way too high
I'd rather be dead than not alive
We laugh, we cry
Get way too high
I'd rather be dead than not alive

AC's broken, I'm waking up in a pool of sweat
All my clothes smelling like shit, beer and cigarettes
Call me stupid, I'm careless, wounded and depressed
But I can't be like them, no, no, I can't be like them

I know drugs are bad but I'm so fucking so sad
And alone, yeah, yeah, yeah (Yeah, yeah, yeah)
What's my calling? Everyone's got a thing
I'm hanging by a string, I'm fine

Sun shine through the curtains
On the couch, I'm surfing
Still looking for my purpose (Purpose, oh)
Feel alive when I'm dying
I need what gets me the highest
I'ma die tryna find it (Find it, yeah)
We laugh, we cry
Get way too high
I'd rather be dead than not alive
We laugh, we cry
Get way too high
I'd rather be dead than not alive

Ooh, ooh (I'd rather be dead than not alive)
Ooh, ooh