Here We Go Again

(album: Careful What You Wish For - 2021)

So I get fucked (Fucked)
Every time that I'm anxious (Ayy)
Three shots, two pills and like ten drinks (Ten drinks)
Wake up, you send "Sorry" in a mass text
My friends are fed up, they wanna leave like my last ex
I been doing this for a long time
Probably go again tonight
I don't know how to go out when I'm not out my mind
I don't got a problem but I don't make promises, nah, nah
I don't wanna say I'm done, what if I never quit?

They say that I'm acting different (Why?), they think I need help (Help)
I got a pill that could fix it (Hey), I'll take it myself (Woah)
They said "I think that you're slipping, it's tripping us out"
Well, if that's the case, then I should probably just go

So here we go again (Ooh)
I'm running out of friends (Friends)
Blame it on my vices (Yeah), but they never buy it (No)
I medicate myself, it's putting them through hell (Hell)
I've been tryna hide it but they always find it
I'm trying my best but I do the worst (Worst, worst)
I drink to forget but it never works (Never works)
So here we go again (Again)
I'm running out of friends (Friends)
Blame it on my vices but they never buy it
It's all on me

And it's not my fault that I'm fucked up (I'm fucked up)
I just blame my childhood full of trauma (Trauma)
And I feel way too old for the drama (Uh)
The only way I know to deal with it is a shotgun
Running (Run), running from my problems (Ooh)
But I keep 'em coming (Comin')
Got a lot to run from (Run)
I'm trying to forget (Yeah), to pass another cold one (Ooh)
I know I'm doing too much
I know I'm doing too much

They say that I'm acting different (Why?), they think I need help (Help)
I got a pill that could fix it (Hey), I'll take it myself (Woah)
They said "I think that you're slipping, it's tripping us out"
I don't understand what the big deal is?
I just had a couple of White Claws

So here we go again (Ooh)
I'm running out of friends (Friends)
Blame it on my vices (Yeah), but they never buy it (No)
I medicate myself, it's putting them through hell (Hell)
I've been tryna hide it but they always find it
I'm trying my best but I do the worst (Worst, worst)
I drink to forget but it never works (Never works)
So here we go again (Again)
I'm running out of friends (Friends)
Blame it on my vices but they never buy it
It's all on me

Here we go again, yeah, it's all on me
Here we go again, yeah, it's all on me
Here we go again, yeah, it's all on me, yeah
Last night was definitely my bad though, for sure