Muscle Memory

(album: Ladybug - 2023)

Have I been high for a century?
Pull down the shades
I'm still awake and
I blame it on my muscle memory
'Cause I've been here before
Strung out on my floor

Started out fun
Now it's just pathetic
Swore to God I'd quit
But I never meant it, oh, yeah

This old feeling's too familiar
Right out of my nightmares
Killed ya but I can't get anywhere
Panic when you're not there to
Hold me
(I'm so sorry)
(I'm so sorry)
When I'm lonely
(I'm so sorry)
(I'm so sorry)

You can write me a cheque
For a million dollars
Tell me cash it when I get sober
Sorry I'd rather be dead
But thanks for the offer
I'm happy it's going nowhere

Started out fun
Now it's just pathetic
Swore to God I'd quit
But I never meant it, oh

This old feeling's too familiar
Right out of my nightmares
Killed ya but I can't get anywhere
Panic when you're not there to
Hold me
(I'm so sorry)
(I'm so sorry)
When I'm lonely
(I'm so sorry)
(I'm so sorry)

This old feeling's too familiar
Right out of my nightmares
Killed ya but I can't get anywhere
Panic when you're not there