In The End

(album: The High Before You Fall - 2022)

I spend too much time in my head and I cannot get out
If you know the way to go then won't you show me the route
It's a complicated mystery I can't figure out
How to find your self esteem when you're just clouded in doubt
It ain't nothing like a movie
When you're really going through it
Feeling like you just might lose it
Interesting you keep losing
Hope we find ourselves again
You and I, my only friend
Will you be there in the end?
Will you be there in the end?

Don't let the deep end drown you slowly
Feeling all alone like no one knows me
Days go by you should check up on me
Can't get out of my head
Waiting by the phone, I thought you'd call me
Heard the dial tone, no you don't want me
Hiding from myself, I just keep running
Can't get out of my bed

I spend too much time in my head and I cannot get out
If you know the way to go then won't you show me the route
It's a complicated mystery I can't figure out
How to find your self esteem when you're just clouded in doubt
It ain't nothing like a movie
When you're really going through it
Feeling like you just might lose it
Interesting you keep losing
Hope we find ourselves again
You and I, my only friend
Will you be there in the end?
Will you be there in the end?

I've been working on myself and it's a lot of labor
Tryna tap into my soul I've been concentrating
I tell 'em I've been feeling low within the sewer lately
Well living in your head could definitely make you go crazy
I try to take a deep breath, I did
With the way that I live
Procrastinating on myself, clearing the abyss
Tryna figure it out
Getting lost in the clouds
In the middle of the ocean hoping I don't drown
I know you gotta do more than to say you tried
I know a lot of lost souls fighting for they lives
I know you can't force things when they don't feel right
Tryna live in the moment it's a hell of a ride

I spend too much time in my head and I cannot get out
If you know the way to go then won't you show me the route
It's a complicated mystery I can't figure out
How to find your self esteem when you're just clouded in doubt