Spoke To Myself

(album: Black Book - 2014)

Spoke to myself said
"Wish I loved you better"
Wish I saw it clearer
The person in the picture
The one I see so often
The one I'm striving for
The one with the warm face
The one I can't ignore
Telling myself how
I wish I knew you better
I wish I told you sooner
How proud I was to know ya
The man without a limit
The man I do adore
The man with the warm skin
The one I can't ignore

I want you to be what I can not be myself
I've held you back again
Oh what was I thinking
I want you and no one else
I'm losing track
Again

Snow begins to stick and I'm missing you
Missing you, missing you, missing you
Physically extinct and I'm missing you
Missing you, missing you, missing you
Words don't count for shit now they've torn us apart
You're memories are thick like snow in your past
And you know I'm missing you
Missing you, missing you, missing you

There is no peace to be found upon this paper
This fucking bit of paper
Its empty and its wasted
Everything I'm saying
All these little words
When its just me you're doin
Dirty 21st
Irony speaks out
Before it couldn't touch her
Right
Bigger than this life
That's why it gets hard
Leave us all to miss you
Never said bye
Always remember you don't want me to cry

I want you to be what I can not be myself
I've held you back again
Oh what was I thinking
I want you and no one else
I'm losing track
Again

Snow begins to stick and I'm missing you
Missing you, missing you, missing you
Physically extinct and I'm missing you
Missing you, missing you, missing you
Words don't count for shit now they've torn us apart
You're memories are thick like snow in your past
And you know I'm missing you
Missing you, missing you, missing you

Push to the
Limit of my love
Wanna let you know
Wanna let you know
Push to the
Limit of my love
Wanna let you know
Wanna let you know
Push to the
Limit of my love
Wanna let you know
Wanna let you know

Words don't count for shit now they've torn us apart
You're memories are thick like snow in your past
And you know I'm missing you
Missing you, missing you, missing you